twytwy + jayjay = chaos and supreme dictatorship.
jayjay - twytwy = incomplete and undefined
twytwy - jayjay = new female world order.
twytwy * jayjay = the big bang theory.
twytwy/jayjay = bigger still than ur average gurl.
jayjay/twytwy = impossible.
Forgot the questions...
1. prefer basking in the sun or running in the rain?
i like both... but sun is probably my favorite. i hate the sun in the phil..lol.2. ever slept beside a guy (friend or not)?
yeah. and? thats it? well, yeah... haha... i take a lot of naps at school (between classes) so sometimes while im hanging out with the friends and i'll sit there and just sleep. i am amazing like that. hahaha
3. plans for your birthday?
i have no idea. i wanted to go with my friends to rasputina (one week earlier than my bday) but they're all being jerks so screw it, i'll just go with sam unless others plan to come with. we'll know soon...lol. too bad about that rasputina concert...its ok. there might be a next time. oh there better be a next time!! haha...4. first outerspace distination? Moon or Mars?
lol... for me? further!! i'd want to go all the way out there. like, if i'm going into outerspace... i'd like to go pretty darn far. like in contact. :D however, space travel isnt really something i want to do. it seems a little mechanical. there's so much stuff HERE! true true..maybe tour the world then go to outerspace.5. what would make you vomit?
alien. the movie... gosh thats gross... yuck. although HR Geiger is totally awesome, he's got a sick mind. hmm...hvnt wathced that yet.6. favorite smell?
kiwi scents. love them... aahhh love them... and rain! i love the smell of rain! 7. how do you like your steak?
i dont like steak. :P so i guess... running around happily in a field of grass? LAMBCHOPS!!!!they disconnected my internet connection in my office? can you believe that? according to the secretary, im spreading viruses over LAN...damn, no wonder my pc was acting all retarded and that....oh well, that would lessen the frequency of me distracting you...lol. its a friday already....OMG! hope you do good in your exam tomorrow....do sleep 8 hours tonight...hehehe. *sigh* technology can be such a pain sometimes. sniff!!!!
ghostly lullaby.... 2:23 AM
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Re: At kung 'di ka makita makikiusap ka'y bathala, Na ika'y hanapin at sabihin, ipaalala sa iyo ang nakalimutang , Na ako'y sa iyo at ika'y akin...
1. if you woke up alone at your house, what would be your first reaction? no thats not good, if you woke up in a guy's apartment...
if i woke up in a guy's apartment?? check if i still have my kidneys. haha... depends on the guy. if it's like, young and terry, i'd probably start hiding their posessions in strange places and playing jokes on them. haha... but if it was a stranger, i'd try to remember the events leading up to getting there. and if i couldn't remember, i'd check for bruises and then go to the emergency room and get tested for rohypnol. lol... CSI style. i'd try really hard to remain calm though. hahaha...2. do you believe in aliens...? lol, have you watched "signs" i was uber freaked out and paranoid after watching that film...
i totally believe in aliens. some people laugh at me, but just like what they said in contact - "if we're the only life in the universe, then that's an awfully big waste of space." i don't see why it's so hard to believe in them. i think it's harder to *not* believe in them. anyway, aliens could range from humanoid, to signs-ish, to just bacterial life, to... who knows what! lol. they might not even be carbon based life forms. :D it's exciting to think about what (and who!) else is out there. (mercury based! cool!) lol...yeah! i especially like the aliens in "AI"...i wish we had the ability to just touch-communcate...life would have been so easier...3. if you were a criminal, what crimes would you specialize in..lol.
probably theft. it seems like a lot of excitement, a lot of challenge... a lot of science... but if i was good, i'd never have to kill anyone. 4. cindy bristow (ALIAS) or lara croft (TOMB RAIDER)?
lol... umm... i've never seen alias. but i think i like jennifer garner quite a bit. so alias. haha... anyway, i don't really like a lot of things about lara croft....lara croft or Angelina Jolie?5. most sexy physical guy characteristic/trait..
compassionate eyes. (window to the soul?) so sexy soul, huh? hahaha..6. attitudes/characteristics you inherited from ur parents?
i am really paranoid. i'm a safety freak, just like mommy. but like daddy, i like experimenting with things (that are LEGAL!) thats so contradicting...have you realized that? you're the perfect F1 offspring...*winks* (you havnt taken any genetics class, have you?)7. first most probable thing ul say/do when you see me...:D
HUGS!!! and then um... probably ask you to come to UW. haha... you mean hug me, stuff me in a bag, and steal me away to UW...lol.
ghostly lullaby.... 6:24 PM
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At kung 'di ka makita makikiusap ka'y bathala, Na ika'y hanapin at sabihin, ipaalala sa iyo ang nakalimutang , Na ako'y sa iyo at ika'y akin lamang...
1. worst class experience ever
someone pulled my shorts down in preschool (2 years old) in front of the whole class..i wasnt wearing undies then..lol...i hated that experience so much that it hunts me till today..lol. and theres (recently) sleeping in class, the nerve of me to sit up front; and talking in class and being called at, hey the lecture was uber boring; making a fool out of myself during recitations and reports especially when im too busy to prepare...but there really hasnt been anything significant as much as that toddler's experience... aww! haha... when we were in bangkok, i remember we were playing with colored bubbles and straws, and you tried to drink the bubble solution with the straw. *and* i remember that i taught you how to write your number 8 correctly! hahah... good times~ hahaha...i remember you teaching me how to snap my fingers...until today, i still cant....2. the day you'd consider the best day of your life thus far.
my 18th birthday...just last year..i think it on my blog... :D wow! the best day of my life was my 18th bday too!!! that makes us 2 in a billion!!!!3. girls in flat shoes or girls in heels?
well, really depends...i mean in "our" case...ud be needing those heels...lol..peace twy twy...but it really doesnt matter...as long as the girl doesnt complain with what she decided to wear and doesnt force me to exchange shoes... haha my sassy girl... yeah! i suddenly wished i had one! i want my very own sasy girl! lol...4. what do you think girls like in a guy?
if guys like breats, girls luv our asses...kidding. it must be his smartness, funniness, sweetness, and knows-how-to-drive-a-conversation-NESS....i dunno..you tell me. for some reason, girls like it when guys know when and how to tell the truth ("honestly, i think you need a little more practice before you perform in front of millions of people.") and when to lie ("do i look fat?" "no! of course not!") really..now...hmmm...i should work on that... :D5. do you like writing with skinny pens, or fat ones?
skinny lil ones...and shiny too...hehehe. but i really prefer to write in mechanical pencils... yay mechanical pencils! i like skinny pens too. 2 in a trillion!!!!! 6. what thing do you not do that "normal people" are supposed to do all the time?
well among filipino guys, and this is a big secret too, my mom forces me to shave my underarms :( and i kinda got use to doing it everytime it gets long (and according to my mom everytime she sees it - unethical, gross, and looks smelly, even if it doesnt...) but that doesnt quite follow your question doesnt it? hmm...i dunno, usually my radicalism is an act of going against the status quo than being radical by rebellion and subversion. such as wearng caps/shorts in class, riding my bike up corridors and parking it in the halls... i dont have an ipod, a nalgene bottle, or a rubber bracelet. lol... hahaha...7. what do you think defines a gentleman?
its all in his finesse and being smoooooth... ooOOoo.......,,,,oooOOOooo,,,,... \m/
ghostly lullaby.... 8:39 PM
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1. favorite flavor?
tangerine. i never get sick of it, and it's always a safe bet. it's sweet, but not heavy... cookies and cream, coffee, and garlic onions.....
2. distinct twy twy manerism?
i can't sit still in a revolving chair. i have to make it revolve. haha... that, and i am a big hugger. like... i dont really hug EVERYONE. but i do hug everyone i like :D i twitch my nose alot...pop my lips...and blink alot too (but thatl be due to stress and astigmatism...)
3. where would you rather love: the phil or the states...lol.
hmm... either one, but the person has to be willing to move back and forth a lot. it's like resonance structures... why pick only one when both are equal? hahaha..resonance structures, huh?4. worst experience with the cliche, "the constant thing in this world is change..."
when my favorite teacher in high school passed away. :( he was my biology teacher when i was a freshman, and he was also my advisor for horticulture club. he was a really nice guy... and i hadn't gone to visit him in a while because i was caught up in classes. *sigh* horticulture club was planning to make a healing garden for him after it was discovered that he had a brain tumor... we had all these plans lined up and we were so convinced it would work and that he would be fine, and he'd come back and tell us some more corny jokes about slime mold. but alas. it was even more depressing because when i got back from the philippines, i remembered thinking that one thing that would never change was that mr. iverson would be in his classroom with the door open, ready with a smile and quick to say hello. sad...on my part, i hate it when people you thought thatll be your good friends forever change...
5. most dreaded subject...like you really hate it.
i hated my winter quarter chemistry class... it was freaking horrible. the teacher was unreasonable, the TA (TA?) was crazy... arghh...
6. favorite resto and dish...
ack! there are so many... i'd probably say that for atmosphere, i like bahama breeze the best. but for food? cheesecake factory. they have this chicken and mushroom pasta thingger that is like... whoadang. whapack..like that huh? and um, both places have fantastic dessert. haha... at Los Banos, i just love to eat @ Joe's..authenthic italian, great pasta, dessert and ambience...especially at the evening. i was able to pull one hell of a romantic date, one time...feb 14, place is usually packed, so i made sure i had reservations, took the "balcony" table, candle lit...and the moon was shining just outside...sad, it isnt really the perfect scenery coz a horrid school stood in front of the place...
7. w/c of the following powers would you want to posses, rank in order of liking: mind reading, invisibility, telekinesis, ability to fly, mind control, shape shifter...
(top)shape shifter, mind control, telekinesis, mind reading, ability to fly, invisibility.(bottom) oh wouldnt be great if we just had those
ghostly lullaby.... 4:18 PM
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1. ever said something really embarassing in front of a lot of people?
everytime i try to speak in straight filipino...and i dont get it right, my grammer and pronunciation really sucks... haha.. at least you try. thats more than i can say...2. favorite poem/poet? poet...
ME!!!!! i read this poem once, i rememer i had a kick out of it..it was describing love...heres one of my favorite lines: love is like a clothes-line of wet condoms hanging out to dry... haha omg thats le disturbing. 3. the song you hate the most:
big yellow taxi and perfect... oh my gosh. those are evil songs. i think they should be banned. 4. person you hardly ever see but wish you could see all the time?
YOU! yes YOU! :D yay! *feels special*5. would you rather lose your dignity or your sense of humor?
i rather lose my sense of humor...i mean, i dont want to make a clown out of myself just for other people's amusement...if i were to have a sense of humor, it wouldnt be making a fool outta myself but real genuine humor. hm. makes sense. i honestly don't know what i'd give up. dignity is super important... but i dont know how happy i'd be without my sense of humor. i'm pretty sure it's intertwined with my soul. lol...6. do you regret something you've done to someone else?
i realized there is a reason for any action done, and a consequence as well...every bad consequence, w/o a justifiable reason...i regret.hehehe... vague and diplomatic. you should be a princess. hahaha...7. what do you think of destiny/fate?
fate is making a bridge of chance for your love...lol. Everyone is destined to be as according to God's will... so everything is pre-planned?
ghostly lullaby.... 8:55 AM
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Re: adik sa yo, awit sa akin....
1. do you wear makeup like everyday...or for special occasions only?
as napoleon dynamite would put it, "whatever i feel like! gosh!" sometimes i will, sometimes i won't. normally i'll use a little bit... like a little mascara and maybe eyeliner. hmmm, i never liked heavy makeup...especially in big posh parties...or proms...2. most hated guy trait.
pride. i don't care if it's justified, i really hate boastful guys or guys who act like they are sooo much better. it's like "um, whatever, i don't care how awesome you are. in 200 years, we'll both be dead anyway." hahaha...help me on this one, differentiate pride from confident...3. are you phone person? like can you talk on the phone for hours?
i don't talk on the phone much... email and aim are so handy. :D but on those rare occasions when i do use the phone... i can talk forever. though it seriously depends on the person i'm talking to. ey, i remember talking to you for the first time after that long 13 years...lol. it was on a cell phone..and well..on the small round marble table outside my house...4. favorite sin? lol did i ask this one?
no you ask the worst one. my favorite one is probably gluttony. hahaha jk... sloth. do you know sloths rather drown then take any effort to swim..swear! i think i heard that in discovery channel or something.5. which would you rather be an elf, dwarf, orc, hobbit, or any mystical creature in that kind of magical world...hehehe. (reference: LOTR)
ummmmmmmmmmm from LOTR i'd be freakin' king. haha... but from fantasy in general, i'd be a luck dragon. I TOLD YOU ALREADY. im falkor! *flaps wings* *blinds jay with shiny scales* i was asking what race would you rather be... :D..i wanna one of them undead...lol.6. most wanted thing...at this very moment...
a vacation. >.< same here!7. stuff toys or jewelry or clothes or toys (includes ipods, cars, and such...)
lol... more photography equipment. it's so expensive though. argghh hahahaha...yeah!
ghostly lullaby.... 7:23 PM
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1. if you found out you only had one year to live, what would you do with it?
visit all the people important to me, and spend lots and lots of time with family...i had this list once, 100 things to do before i die, i made it with a crush..lol. but considering a year's time...i rather spend that with my family then running around the world.. makes sense :) i'd be so confused though... my life is split between two continents :(
2. top three favorite authors, not including tolkien, lewis, or rowling.
lol joshua harris, Franklin Dixon (HARDY BOYS...woot!), cant think of anymore..lol. oscar wiiillddeee....
3. what is your ideal pet?
a tiger!!! no! a liger! 4. what would you name your kids?
caitlinn joy, miguel angelo, livia francine beatrice long names. geez. i want either an eden or an evelyn, and probably name a boy after a scientist. although amedeo avogadro is probably not going to be it.
5. for breakfast, do you prefer sugary things or salty things?
sugary things...pancakes with lots of honey, or plain blueberry jam w butter on wheat bread...milk and cereal, milk and cereals..and good ol coffee..but that aint sweet..on the other, salted egg, dried fish..ohhh thats tempting too! i like muffins. im starting to look like one.
6. your favorite beverage?
Cali - Apple Flavor... buuuubbblee teeeaaaa7. what would you do if you found a gigantic block of cocaine lying on your best friend's desk?
confront him, convince him in all ways possible...including sending him to juvinile county...lol.
haha... i'd probably laugh. and then ask her if it's hers.
ghostly lullaby.... 9:09 AM
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Re: From the very first time I rest my eyes on you, girl, My heart said follo...
1. how was ur exam?
lol... hopefully not bad! didnt feel bad. i knew what i was doing. so any mistakes will be from sheer stupidity and dyslexia... lol. 2. mini ipod or palm top.
what is a palm top? and no i dont want an ipod. everyone has ipods. its so mainstream. psh. *secretly wants an ipod* laptop = small computer on lap, palmtop = much smaller computer on palm..lol...hahaha...if ipod is so mainstream, then get a mini ipod...lol.3. age you wanted to die and if given a choice, how?
it depends on whether im going to have a family or not... if i dont have a family, 40ish by kamikaze would be good. (like, die for a good cause) if i do have a family... probably like 70, of old age... haha... living for a good cause. i suppose death by drowning in the ocean during the day would be cool. no sharks, no murderers... just sinking down with my eyes open. umm. yeah. that...was an odd response. no way...drowning freaks me out...its painful and the struggle for air...*shivers*...4. ever farted in class?
not that i can remember, but my nose used to bleed in class all the time and i think that might be a little worse....hahaha, really? farting is more embarrasing....hehehe..i remember a friend...who farted out really hard...and he had the greatest excuse ever..."why are you guys laughing as if its not normal..."
5. biggest excuse ever...
"i like shampoo. that's why i'm going to major in chemical engineering." haha... nah, seriously though...one time, some random gangsta guy hit on me at the mall. and he was like "ey gurl wuss yo name? you gotta man?" and i was like... *internal panic* "umm... im allergic..." hahaha...really...were you alone?6. most deviant outfit youve tried..
ah but there are so many... its between my casual black velour mini dress with neon yellow tights and black fishnets with black round toe stilettos... or my same black velour dress with my hot pink collared shirt, black tie, pink knee socks, and same black round toe stilettos. actually, any outfit with that black dress involved. haha... see, one time i accidentally put it in the clothes dryer and it shrank. but i wear it anyway. even though it's half as long as it used to be O_o;;; in UP, there's this day they call deviance day...so ive seen curtains turned to fairy gowns, a transparant plastic raincoat over just a white brief, a guy wearing tongs, a demon, a electric tape wrapped all over..and just that! 7. favorite HP spell...hehehe.
i'm partial to the leviosa one. just because they practice with feathers and i like feathers :D lol..not anymore!
ghostly lullaby.... 10:56 PM
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1. have you ever read an "immoral book"? which one, and why?
Dan Brown's Da Vinci's Code, if you consider that immoral but its just so fiction (for me that is, unlike other people hu get so carried away)!!! I was wanting to read another book...it was about Satan's Bride about a cult of withces and stuff...bsta its a hard book to read and requires alot of "faith"...its really scary esp when you read it and ur not serious about it all..."you see things..or nothing at all (in the book)..." coz its interesting...2. worst injury?
hit my head on the "headboard" of the bead..had stitches on... i also had a golf club that hit me on my eyelid..it bled like hell...but my parents always told me that as a kid, the most frightening medical watsoever that i experienced are my high fevers and convulsions...creepy..i dont even remember them.3. the prettiest place you've ever seen?
rode a boat, travelled from cagayan de oro to cebu at night...i stayed on the deck throughout the night...the sky was filled with stars...and i mean overflowing with them....it was real dark and the moon was big as well...then i saw, my very first, shooting star...hahaha. then when it was an hour to dock, the moon was just setting on one side of the sea, then you could see the sun coming up from the otherside/ horizon - which was cebu...really really nice...everything was a mix of blue and orange...sigh...BLUE AND ORANGE!!!4. the most attractive trait a person can have?
does that include physical characteristics? EYES, or the person wits and communication skils.5. your favorite thing about your best friend?
his loyalty despite one year of no communication he always remains my best friend.6. urban or rural?
work urban, live rural.7. the greatest actor ever?
hmm...im not good with actors names...or remembering them...i once had a fav, but after he became a bad boy...didnt have another one after...Colin Farrel, sadly
ghostly lullaby.... 6:57 AM
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Re: From the very first time I rest my eyes on you, girl, My heart said follo...
1.your most frightened moment?
one time i woke up halfway and i felt like i was being smothered. like, i couldnt move and i couldnt breathe, and i wasn't even all the way awake... and i was freaking out because it felt like someone was sitting on my chest. filipino superstitions call that BANGUNGOT, experience several of those, but physiologically and medically explained: it is simply a result of stress...mine was scary, coz it felt like someone was pushing my head down and i heard two voices talking with each other, and then i felt as if being pulled out of bed...then when i really tried hard to move my head so i can see/wake up...i SAW SOMETHING...shet. it gave me the creeps...waah...my hair are on ends right now... i saw..a deformed face of some sort...oh well, i couldnt sleep alone ever since, especially when im stressed out...this other time, i was dreaming that my mom came into my room in the middle of the night and told me to come with her somewhere, and i was like "ok let me just change my clothes..." and she was like "no, just come with me" and it suddenly felt like whoever it was, wasn't my mom. so i was like "umm, ok, let me get the light" and she was like "you don't have to, lets just go" and i stood up and turned on my bathroom light... and i woke up in my bed, with the door open and no one there. FREAK ME OUT. thank goodness i was tired. i just closed my door and went back to sleep. lol... otherwise, i would have screamed and ran to my parents' room. haha... lol.2. most cherished item..
my cameras are definitely up there. and it's really silly, but i have this shirt that says "the doors" on it, and it's my favorite. it doesnt look that good on me, but it's my favorite shirt.
3.how long does it take you to get out of bed, take a bath, dress up,
make up?, eat, and get to school?
5mins to get out of bed (i dont like waking up), 20-30 minutes to shower, 25 minutes to blow dry my hair, 2 minutes to dress (including OMG I CAN'T WEAR THIS OUT time), i eat after my first class, and it takes about an hour to get to school if i take the bus, and 40 minutes if my parents take me. 4. tell me about ur prom... :D it was really simple... it was supposed to be that the guys are the ones who choose the groups, but my girl friends and i are really close, so they knew that they couldnt split us up. we went to a waterfront restaurant (anthony's home port) that had HUGE servings, so my best friend and i shared our food (lucky guys who had to pay... haha) and then we went to the actual dance... which was on a boat and was freaking expensive to get tickets to. good thing the guys were paying. so the whole thing was just... hanging out on the boat... there was some dancing, but it was so crowded and gross... lol... afterwards we went to my friend's house. one girl got a headache and passed out on the couch. and then she screamed at us in german. lol... and then we all got really tired and played truth games. haha... i got home at 5 am. O_o;;; lol, there were only 3 prom groups that didnt have any drugs or alcohol, and ours was one of them. w00t! good girl!!!
5. how did you celebrate your debut?
i suppose you mean my 18th? my friends took me to downtown seattle on the bus!! and we walked around a lot, and then we got lost and then we got found again and then we went back to bellevue, and we were going to watch a movie but we got bored of waiting in line so instead we went to the mall and it was me and jean (best friend) and dale, and dale played guitar for us at the music store, and jean played piano, and i was like haha... ok. i can't play anything how bout vocal chords? dont worry, i dont either...lol... and then at night, my 5 best girlfriends and i went to bahama breeze, this jamaican themed restaurant, and we had THE BEST TIME EVER. HAHA...filipina dalagas here die when they dont have this big posh ball-debut thing..it is a must in contemporary fil culture. i went to shamcey's btw, it was huge...6. if you win a mil bucks in the lottery, would you split it with me?
um. probably not. no offense. lol... i'd get you a pretty gift, though. haha... yeah, i have priorities. get a house for the family, help out the family in the philippines, then set aside money for school... and the leftovers would go into the stock market and starla's college fund. lol.... apparently, a million dollars isnt "that big" when you factor in all the things you need to pay for. *sigh* silly world and its worries about like, food and shelter... lol hahaha.thats understandble.7. something you want to do, that you dont usually do, in the near future...
go BOATING!! apparently there's a UW boat club, and students get discounts! and i really want to try it. *^_^* weeee... OH! YOU SHOULD COME WITH ME!! WEEEE!!! i wana sky dive!!! or atleast air glide, or bungee jumping...
ghostly lullaby.... 4:35 PM
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1. lots of books have magical boxes holding various things. (hearts, souls, the problems of all the world, money, wives...) if you had a magical box, what would you keep in it?
memories, like the pensieve (something like that) in HP... that is an awesome response. 2. what is your guilty pleasure? (mine is maroon 5's sunday morning. i love it, but i shouldnt.)
spending taiwanese govt money on 24-7 internet service for the wrong reasons...lol. hahahaha... hey, they gave it to you... 3. favorite scene from a movie?
most touched scene, that has become a fav...i am sam..one of those scenes when the dad was taken from sam...hell, i was crying so hard...but i loved it...oh shet, hold your horses...i also love the single and only scene of Phone Booth...i love the dialogue!!! i don't like colin farrel though. hahaha...4. article of clothing you wear all the time because its your favorite.
i was about to say undies...but, um...my white adidas cap, has some sentimental value, given by an important friend. ooOOoo...5. silliest random thing you have done out of boredom?
well, when i get bored i stare into empty space...and make the irritating popping noise that "donkey" does in shreik 2 hehehe. but random silly thing would be doing random dance moves...funky 70s, usually...lol. oh no...i remember once...i was in the make Comfort Room of one of the malls in davao...well, my friend was taking uber long in one of the cubicles doing his thing...so, i was like staring at my reflection in the mirrors, along with all the other guys, washing their faces, hands...combing their hair, and whatever...then i went...a faint slow whisper at first.."stop looking at me"...a lil louder...."Stop Looking At Me"...i repeated it 4-5 times, till i was practically screaming..."STOP LOOKING AT ME!!!" (never taking my eyes off my reflection, of course).. everyone was so freaked out and hurriedly left...and my poor friend, still in the cubicle went, "Jasper, everything all right out there?" lol... after that, we couldnt stop laughing and it has been a practical joke ever since... that is the most awesome thing ever. haha... can i post it on my blog?? please???6. the last person you'd ever want to see again.
one of my x-closest friends, who i trusted so much, but had to gossip about me...i hated her after that, and she still doesnt realize her sin. ouch.... 7. scientists are going to resurrect a dead famous person so you can have lunch with him/her. who should it be?
J. C....but thats silly...lol. how about...um...Tolkien, yeah...or maybe CS Lewis... i HEART CS Lewis. the chronicles of narnia changed my life!!
ghostly lullaby.... 9:00 AM
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Re: bakit ngyn k lng...dumating sa buhay ko.
1. what you and your lil sis love doing?
we bond over television. no really, we watch tv together and it's really weird. like... i can't watch properly when she's not watching with me. america's next top model, spongebob, cartoon network... all of it. lol. hahaha...sweet. me and my bro go to internet cafe and play lan games alot...or we'd stay up really late and talk about growing up and everything hormone related...lol.3. luxurious yacht or jet plane?
yacht. water! yay! although there are more movies about people getting murdered on yachts. darn. 4. given the chance to be in a movie...what movie? w/c character? why...
i would probably want to play clarisse from silence of the lambs, because she's such a strong character. either that or be in the next godfather... yay!! i'd be italian and eat cannoli and make lasagne and christian bale and i would protect andy garcia from his enemies and benicio del toro would be in the movie as one of the enemies and i'd just explode in giggles during every scene. because i'd get to beat people up. :D hahaha....
5. sports/games, you love watching/to play...
i like watching figure skating, the x games... i'm not as sporty as i used to be. :P
ghostly lullaby.... 4:00 PM
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1. favorite fruit?
DURIAN! <--- :D 2. go into your journal archives and find what you were thinking about during this week last year
lol...well, it was the peroid where i didnt blog anymore but heres the closest post to this week/date last year. hope you comprehend its largely in ENGALOG.hehe. 7/7/2004 Nakakatawa talaga ang love. Isa siyang napakalaking oxymoron. Lahat ng pwede mong masabi sa kanya, baliktarin mo at totoo pa rin. Ang labo diba? Pero ang linaw. Masaya magmahal. Malungkot magmahal. Di mo naiintindihan pero naiintindihan mo. Walang rason. Maraming rason. Di mo na kaya, pero kaya mo pa rin. Masakit magmahal. Pero okey lang. tangina, ano ba talaga?! May kaibigan ako, sabi niya dati "Love is only for stupid people." Nakakatawa kasi laude ang standing niya, pero dumating ang panahon, na-in-love din ang hunghang. At ayun, tanga na siya ngayon. Lahat kasi ng nahahawakan ng love nagiging oxymoron din. O kaya paminsan, nagiging moron lang. Hindi lang kasi basta baliktaran ang pag-ibig. Lahat ng bagay nababaligtad din niya. Lahat ng malalakas na tao, humihina. Ang mayayabang, nagpapakumbaba. Ang mga walang pakialam, nagiging Mother Teresa. Ang mga henyo, nauubusan ng sagot. Ang malulungkot, sumasaya. Nakakatawa talaga. Lalo na kapag dumadating siya sa mga taong ayaw na talaga magmahal. Napansin ko nga eh. Parang kung gusto mo lang ma-in-love ulit, sabihin mo lang ang magic words na "Ayoko na ma-inlove!" biglang WACHA! Ayan na siya. Nang-aasar. Magpapaasar ka naman. Di ba nakakatawa rin na pagdating sa problema ng ibang tao, ang galing galing mo? Pero 'pag problema mo na yung pinag-uusapan parang nawawalan ng saysay lahat ng ipinayo mo dun sa namomroblemang tao? Naiisip mong wala namang mali dun sa mga sinabi mo. Pero bakit parang wala ring tama? Bali-baliktad din ang nasasabi ng mga taong tinamaan ng madugong pana ng pag-ibig. "Ngayon ko lang nalaman ganito pala. Sabi ko na eh!" "Ang sarap mabuhay. Pwede na 'ko mamatay. Now na!" At hindi lang 'yon. Ang sarap din pagtawanan ng mga taong alam naman nilang masasaktan lang sila eh magpapatihulog pa rin sa bangin ng pag-ibig. Tapos 'pag luray-luray na yung puso nila, siyempre hindi sila yung may kasalanan. Siya! "Bakit niya 'ko sinaktan?" May kasama pang pagsuntok sa pader yon, at pagbabagsak ng pinto. Hayop talaga. Mauubos ang buong magdamag ko kakasabi ng mga bagay na nakakatawa 'pag pag-ibig na ang pinag-usapan. Ang daming beses ko na kasi siya nakasalubong kaya masasabi ko nang eksperto na 'ko. Pero wala pa rin akong alam. Pero ang pinakanakakatawa sa lahat ay ang katotohanang kapag gusto magpatawa ng pag-ibig, ipusta na mo na lahat ng ari-arian mo dahil siguradong ikaw ang punchline. Nakakatawa no? Nakakaiyak. leche....naiinis tuloy ako! pohtah... umm. still working on it. um...3. do you think you're a remarkable person?
lol, who wouldnt? YES! 4. pinpoint one moment that could have changed your life if things had been a little different.
if i only had the courage to be more expressive at the right opportune moment... i let it slip it away...and i still feel the side effects... its sucks when you, as you say it, heart someone and because you just werent too sure about such things when everything was actually there, you guys started avoided and stuff, then you let get pride in the way..but then, eventually,fate leads brings you back together agian, but then you realize that its too late coz you only have 2 months left and you guys wont be seeing each other anymore for a long long long time...and within the 2 months, you get a glimpse of what could have been for the past 2 years and a million what if questions.... "what if" questions should all be shot to death. i hate those questions. 5. what mythological creature do you think you are most like?
the sphinx..hahaha lol that would be hilarious. you'd wear a cool hat and ask people silly questions. kind of like the bridge of death guy in monty python. "african or european?" 6. have you ever been attracted to another guy in a more-than-friendly way?
never girl...but once, i saw this hotty...he was a model of some men's underware whatever...God, i love his body...i wanted it to myself...! but sexual preferance, it has always been a she, honey... lol! i find adriana lima and daria werbowy (GOOGLE HER!!) sooo attractive... but i think i just want to look like them. i suspect that i have a girlcrush on jane monheit... O_o;;;
she's got the prettiest voice.7. something you have said to someone else that you now wish you hadn't as of now,
i wish i could take back the words.."you'd be my mrs. joesph jasper acosta...the only woman of my life, the person il always love and make love to..." ouchies. i think you need a hug and a cake. or some fluffy puppies to make you feel better.
ghostly lullaby.... 6:28 AM
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