Next To OURS, Where IQ Drops and Brains Become Vestigial

Forgot the questions...

2005-05-13T02:23:00.000-07:00

1. prefer basking in the sun or running in the rain? i like both... but sun is probably my favorite. i hate the sun in the phil..lol.
2. ever slept beside a guy (friend or not)? yeah. and? thats it? well, yeah... haha... i take a lot of naps at school (between classes) so sometimes while im hanging out with the friends and i'll sit there and just sleep. i am amazing like that. hahaha
3. plans for your birthday? i have no idea. i wanted to go with my friends to rasputina (one week earlier than my bday) but they're all being jerks so screw it, i'll just go with sam unless others plan to come with. we'll know soon...lol. too bad about that rasputina concert...its ok. there might be a next time. oh there better be a next time!! haha...
4. first outerspace distination? Moon or Mars? lol... for me? further!! i'd want to go all the way out there. like, if i'm going into outerspace... i'd like to go pretty darn far. like in contact. :D however, space travel isnt really something i want to do. it seems a little mechanical. there's so much stuff HERE! true true..maybe tour the world then go to outerspace.
5. what would make you vomit? alien. the movie... gosh thats gross... yuck. although HR Geiger is totally awesome, he's got a sick mind. hmm...hvnt wathced that yet.
6. favorite smell? kiwi scents. love them... aahhh love them... and rain! i love the smell of rain!
7. how do you like your steak? i dont like steak. :P so i guess... running around happily in a field of grass? LAMBCHOPS!!!!

they disconnected my internet connection in my office? can you believe that? according to the secretary, im spreading viruses over LAN...damn, no wonder my pc was acting all retarded and that....oh well, that would lessen the frequency of me distracting you...lol. its a friday already....OMG! hope you do good in your exam tomorrow....do sleep 8 hours tonight...hehehe.

*sigh* technology can be such a pain sometimes. sniff!!!!

Re: At kung 'di ka makita makikiusap ka'y bathala, Na ika'y hanapin at sabihin, ipaalala sa iyo ang nakalimutang , Na ako'y sa iyo at ika'y akin...

2005-04-28T18:24:00.000-07:00

1. if you woke up alone at your house, what would be your first reaction? no thats not good, if you woke up in a guy's apartment... if i woke up in a guy's apartment?? check if i still have my kidneys. haha... depends on the guy. if it's like, young and terry, i'd probably start hiding their posessions in strange places and playing jokes on them. haha... but if it was a stranger, i'd try to remember the events leading up to getting there. and if i couldn't remember, i'd check for bruises and then go to the emergency room and get tested for rohypnol. lol... CSI style. i'd try really hard to remain calm though. hahaha...

2. do you believe in aliens...? lol, have you watched "signs" i was uber freaked out and paranoid after watching that film... i totally believe in aliens. some people laugh at me, but just like what they said in contact - "if we're the only life in the universe, then that's an awfully big waste of space." i don't see why it's so hard to believe in them. i think it's harder to *not* believe in them. anyway, aliens could range from humanoid, to signs-ish, to just bacterial life, to... who knows what! lol. they might not even be carbon based life forms. :D it's exciting to think about what (and who!) else is out there. (mercury based! cool!) lol...yeah! i especially like the aliens in "AI"...i wish we had the ability to just touch-communcate...life would have been so easier...

3. if you were a criminal, what crimes would you specialize in..lol. probably theft. it seems like a lot of excitement, a lot of challenge... a lot of science... but if i was good, i'd never have to kill anyone.

4. cindy bristow (ALIAS) or lara croft (TOMB RAIDER)? lol... umm... i've never seen alias. but i think i like jennifer garner quite a bit. so alias. haha... anyway, i don't really like a lot of things about lara croft....lara croft or Angelina Jolie?

5. most sexy physical guy characteristic/trait.. compassionate eyes. (window to the soul?) so sexy soul, huh? hahaha..

6. attitudes/characteristics you inherited from ur parents? i am really paranoid. i'm a safety freak, just like mommy. but like daddy, i like experimenting with things (that are LEGAL!) thats so contradicting...have you realized that? you're the perfect F1 offspring...*winks* (you havnt taken any genetics class, have you?)

7. first most probable thing ul say/do when you see me...:D HUGS!!! and then um... probably ask you to come to UW. haha... you mean hug me, stuff me in a bag, and steal me away to UW...lol.

At kung 'di ka makita makikiusap ka'y bathala, Na ika'y hanapin at sabihin, ipaalala sa iyo ang nakalimutang , Na ako'y sa iyo at ika'y akin lamang...

2005-04-27T20:39:00.000-07:00

1. worst class experience ever someone pulled my shorts down in preschool (2 years old) in front of the whole class..i wasnt wearing undies then..lol...i hated that experience so much that it hunts me till today..lol. and theres (recently) sleeping in class, the nerve of me to sit up front; and talking in class and being called at, hey the lecture was uber boring; making a fool out of myself during recitations and reports especially when im too busy to prepare...but there really hasnt been anything significant as much as that toddler's experience... aww! haha... when we were in bangkok, i remember we were playing with colored bubbles and straws, and you tried to drink the bubble solution with the straw. *and* i remember that i taught you how to write your number 8 correctly! hahah... good times~ hahaha...i remember you teaching me how to snap my fingers...until today, i still cant....

2. the day you'd consider the best day of your life thus far. my 18th birthday...just last year..i think it on my blog... :D wow! the best day of my life was my 18th bday too!!! that makes us 2 in a billion!!!!

3. girls in flat shoes or girls in heels? well, really depends...i mean in "our" case...ud be needing those heels...lol..peace twy twy...but it really doesnt matter...as long as the girl doesnt complain with what she decided to wear and doesnt force me to exchange shoes... haha my sassy girl... yeah! i suddenly wished i had one! i want my very own sasy girl! lol...

4. what do you think girls like in a guy? if guys like breats, girls luv our asses...kidding. it must be his smartness, funniness, sweetness, and knows-how-to-drive-a-conversation-NESS....i dunno..you tell me. for some reason, girls like it when guys know when and how to tell the truth ("honestly, i think you need a little more practice before you perform in front of millions of people.") and when to lie ("do i look fat?" "no! of course not!") really..now...hmmm...i should work on that... :D

5. do you like writing with skinny pens, or fat ones? skinny lil ones...and shiny too...hehehe. but i really prefer to write in mechanical pencils... yay mechanical pencils! i like skinny pens too. 2 in a trillion!!!!!

6. what thing do you not do that "normal people" are supposed to do all the time? well among filipino guys, and this is a big secret too, my mom forces me to shave my underarms :( and i kinda got use to doing it everytime it gets long (and according to my mom everytime she sees it - unethical, gross, and looks smelly, even if it doesnt...) but that doesnt quite follow your question doesnt it? hmm...i dunno, usually my radicalism is an act of going against the status quo than being radical by rebellion and subversion. such as wearng caps/shorts in class, riding my bike up corridors and parking it in the halls... i dont have an ipod, a nalgene bottle, or a rubber bracelet. lol... hahaha...

7. what do you think defines a gentleman? its all in his finesse and being smoooooth... ooOOoo.......,,,,oooOOOooo,,,,... \m/

Re: adik sa yo, awit sa akin....

2005-04-27T16:18:00.000-07:00

1. favorite flavor? tangerine. i never get sick of it, and it's always a safe bet. it's sweet, but not heavy... cookies and cream, coffee, and garlic onions.....

2. distinct twy twy manerism? i can't sit still in a revolving chair. i have to make it revolve. haha... that, and i am a big hugger. like... i dont really hug EVERYONE. but i do hug everyone i like :D i twitch my nose alot...pop my lips...and blink alot too (but thatl be due to stress and astigmatism...)

3. where would you rather love: the phil or the states...lol. hmm... either one, but the person has to be willing to move back and forth a lot. it's like resonance structures... why pick only one when both are equal? hahaha..resonance structures, huh?

4. worst experience with the cliche, "the constant thing in this world is change..." when my favorite teacher in high school passed away. :( he was my biology teacher when i was a freshman, and he was also my advisor for horticulture club. he was a really nice guy... and i hadn't gone to visit him in a while because i was caught up in classes. *sigh* horticulture club was planning to make a healing garden for him after it was discovered that he had a brain tumor... we had all these plans lined up and we were so convinced it would work and that he would be fine, and he'd come back and tell us some more corny jokes about slime mold. but alas. it was even more depressing because when i got back from the philippines, i remembered thinking that one thing that would never change was that mr. iverson would be in his classroom with the door open, ready with a smile and quick to say hello. sad...on my part, i hate it when people you thought thatll be your good friends forever change...

5. most dreaded subject...like you really hate it. i hated my winter quarter chemistry class... it was freaking horrible. the teacher was unreasonable, the TA (TA?) was crazy... arghh...

6. favorite resto and dish... ack! there are so many... i'd probably say that for atmosphere, i like bahama breeze the best. but for food? cheesecake factory. they have this chicken and mushroom pasta thingger that is like... whoadang. whapack..like that huh? and um, both places have fantastic dessert. haha... at Los Banos, i just love to eat @ Joe's..authenthic italian, great pasta, dessert and ambience...especially at the evening. i was able to pull one hell of a romantic date, one time...feb 14, place is usually packed, so i made sure i had reservations, took the "balcony" table, candle lit...and the moon was shining just outside...sad, it isnt really the perfect scenery coz a horrid school stood in front of the place...

7. w/c of the following powers would you want to posses, rank in order of liking: mind reading, invisibility, telekinesis, ability to fly, mind control, shape shifter... (top)shape shifter, mind control, telekinesis, mind reading, ability to fly, invisibility.(bottom) oh wouldnt be great if we just had those

Re: adik sa yo, awit sa akin....

2005-04-27T08:55:00.000-07:00

1. ever said something really embarassing in front of a lot of people? everytime i try to speak in straight filipino...and i dont get it right, my grammer and pronunciation really sucks... haha.. at least you try. thats more than i can say...

2. favorite poem/poet? poet...ME!!!!! i read this poem once, i rememer i had a kick out of it..it was describing love...heres one of my favorite lines: love is like a clothes-line of wet condoms hanging out to dry... haha omg thats le disturbing.

3. the song you hate the most: big yellow taxi and perfect... oh my gosh. those are evil songs. i think they should be banned.

4. person you hardly ever see but wish you could see all the time? YOU! yes YOU! :D yay! *feels special*

5. would you rather lose your dignity or your sense of humor? i rather lose my sense of humor...i mean, i dont want to make a clown out of myself just for other people's amusement...if i were to have a sense of humor, it wouldnt be making a fool outta myself but real genuine humor. hm. makes sense. i honestly don't know what i'd give up. dignity is super important... but i dont know how happy i'd be without my sense of humor. i'm pretty sure it's intertwined with my soul. lol...

6. do you regret something you've done to someone else? i realized there is a reason for any action done, and a consequence as well...every bad consequence, w/o a justifiable reason...i regret.hehehe... vague and diplomatic. you should be a princess. hahaha...

7. what do you think of destiny/fate? fate is making a bridge of chance for your love...lol. Everyone is destined to be as according to God's will... so everything is pre-planned?

Re: adik sa yo, awit sa akin....

2005-04-26T19:23:00.000-07:00

1. do you wear makeup like everyday...or for special occasions only? as napoleon dynamite would put it, "whatever i feel like! gosh!" sometimes i will, sometimes i won't. normally i'll use a little bit... like a little mascara and maybe eyeliner. hmmm, i never liked heavy makeup...especially in big posh parties...or proms...

2. most hated guy trait. pride. i don't care if it's justified, i really hate boastful guys or guys who act like they are sooo much better. it's like "um, whatever, i don't care how awesome you are. in 200 years, we'll both be dead anyway." hahaha...help me on this one, differentiate pride from confident...

3. are you phone person? like can you talk on the phone for hours? i don't talk on the phone much... email and aim are so handy. :D but on those rare occasions when i do use the phone... i can talk forever. though it seriously depends on the person i'm talking to. ey, i remember talking to you for the first time after that long 13 years...lol. it was on a cell phone..and well..on the small round marble table outside my house...

4. favorite sin? lol did i ask this one? no you ask the worst one. my favorite one is probably gluttony. hahaha jk... sloth. do you know sloths rather drown then take any effort to swim..swear! i think i heard that in discovery channel or something.

5. which would you rather be an elf, dwarf, orc, hobbit, or any mystical creature in that kind of magical world...hehehe. (reference: LOTR) ummmmmmmmmmm from LOTR i'd be freakin' king. haha... but from fantasy in general, i'd be a luck dragon. I TOLD YOU ALREADY. im falkor! *flaps wings* *blinds jay with shiny scales* i was asking what race would you rather be... :D..i wanna one of them undead...lol.

6. most wanted thing...at this very moment... a vacation. >.< same here!

7. stuff toys or jewelry or clothes or toys (includes ipods, cars, and such...) lol... more photography equipment. it's so expensive though. argghh hahahaha...yeah!

adik sa yo, awit sa akin....

2005-04-26T09:09:00.000-07:00

1. if you found out you only had one year to live, what would you do with it? visit all the people important to me, and spend lots and lots of time with family...i had this list once, 100 things to do before i die, i made it with a crush..lol. but considering a year's time...i rather spend that with my family then running around the world.. makes sense :) i'd be so confused though... my life is split between two continents :(

2. top three favorite authors, not including tolkien, lewis, or rowling. lol joshua harris, Franklin Dixon (HARDY BOYS...woot!), cant think of anymore..lol. oscar wiiillddeee....

3. what is your ideal pet? a tiger!!! no! a liger!

4. what would you name your kids? caitlinn joy, miguel angelo, livia francine beatrice long names. geez. i want either an eden or an evelyn, and probably name a boy after a scientist. although amedeo avogadro is probably not going to be it.

5. for breakfast, do you prefer sugary things or salty things? sugary things...pancakes with lots of honey, or plain blueberry jam w butter on wheat bread...milk and cereal, milk and cereals..and good ol coffee..but that aint sweet..on the other, salted egg, dried fish..ohhh thats tempting too! i like muffins. im starting to look like one.

6. your favorite beverage? Cali - Apple Flavor... buuuubbblee teeeaaaa

7. what would you do if you found a gigantic block of cocaine lying on your best friend's desk? confront him, convince him in all ways possible...including sending him to juvinile county...lol. haha... i'd probably laugh. and then ask her if it's hers.

Re: From the very first time I rest my eyes on you, girl, My heart said follo...

2005-04-25T22:56:00.000-07:00

1. how was ur exam? lol... hopefully not bad! didnt feel bad. i knew what i was doing. so any mistakes will be from sheer stupidity and dyslexia... lol.

2. mini ipod or palm top. what is a palm top? and no i dont want an ipod. everyone has ipods. its so mainstream. psh. *secretly wants an ipod* laptop = small computer on lap, palmtop = much smaller computer on palm..lol...hahaha...if ipod is so mainstream, then get a mini ipod...lol.

3. age you wanted to die and if given a choice, how? it depends on whether im going to have a family or not... if i dont have a family, 40ish by kamikaze would be good. (like, die for a good cause) if i do have a family... probably like 70, of old age... haha... living for a good cause. i suppose death by drowning in the ocean during the day would be cool. no sharks, no murderers... just sinking down with my eyes open. umm. yeah. that...was an odd response. no way...drowning freaks me out...its painful and the struggle for air...*shivers*...

4. ever farted in class? not that i can remember, but my nose used to bleed in class all the time and i think that might be a little worse....hahaha, really? farting is more embarrasing....hehehe..i remember a friend...who farted out really hard...and he had the greatest excuse ever..."why are you guys laughing as if its not normal..."

5. biggest excuse ever... "i like shampoo. that's why i'm going to major in chemical engineering." haha... nah, seriously though...one time, some random gangsta guy hit on me at the mall. and he was like "ey gurl wuss yo name? you gotta man?" and i was like... *internal panic* "umm... im allergic..." hahaha...really...were you alone?

6. most deviant outfit youve tried.. ah but there are so many... its between my casual black velour mini dress with neon yellow tights and black fishnets with black round toe stilettos... or my same black velour dress with my hot pink collared shirt, black tie, pink knee socks, and same black round toe stilettos. actually, any outfit with that black dress involved. haha... see, one time i accidentally put it in the clothes dryer and it shrank. but i wear it anyway. even though it's half as long as it used to be O_o;;; in UP, there's this day they call deviance day...so ive seen curtains turned to fairy gowns, a transparant plastic raincoat over just a white brief, a guy wearing tongs, a demon, a electric tape wrapped all over..and just that!

7. favorite HP spell...hehehe. i'm partial to the leviosa one. just because they practice with feathers and i like feathers :D lol..not anymore!

Re: From the very first time I rest my eyes on you, girl, My heart said follo...

2005-04-25T06:57:00.000-07:00

1. have you ever read an "immoral book"? which one, and why? Dan Brown's Da Vinci's Code, if you consider that immoral but its just so fiction (for me that is, unlike other people hu get so carried away)!!! I was wanting to read another book...it was about Satan's Bride about a cult of withces and stuff...bsta its a hard book to read and requires alot of "faith"...its really scary esp when you read it and ur not serious about it all..."you see things..or nothing at all (in the book)..." coz its interesting...

2. worst injury? hit my head on the "headboard" of the bead..had stitches on... i also had a golf club that hit me on my eyelid..it bled like hell...but my parents always told me that as a kid, the most frightening medical watsoever that i experienced are my high fevers and convulsions...creepy..i dont even remember them.

3. the prettiest place you've ever seen? rode a boat, travelled from cagayan de oro to cebu at night...i stayed on the deck throughout the night...the sky was filled with stars...and i mean overflowing with them....it was real dark and the moon was big as well...then i saw, my very first, shooting star...hahaha. then when it was an hour to dock, the moon was just setting on one side of the sea, then you could see the sun coming up from the otherside/ horizon - which was cebu...really really nice...everything was a mix of blue and orange...sigh...BLUE AND ORANGE!!!

4. the most attractive trait a person can have? does that include physical characteristics? EYES, or the person wits and communication skils.

5. your favorite thing about your best friend? his loyalty despite one year of no communication he always remains my best friend.

6. urban or rural? work urban, live rural.

7. the greatest actor ever? hmm...im not good with actors names...or remembering them...i once had a fav, but after he became a bad boy...didnt have another one after...Colin Farrel, sadly

Re: From the very first time I rest my eyes on you, girl, My heart said follo...

2005-04-24T16:35:00.000-07:00

1.your most frightened moment? one time i woke up halfway and i felt like i was being smothered. like, i couldnt move and i couldnt breathe, and i wasn't even all the way awake... and i was freaking out because it felt like someone was sitting on my chest. filipino superstitions call that BANGUNGOT, experience several of those, but physiologically and medically explained: it is simply a result of stress...mine was scary, coz it felt like someone was pushing my head down and i heard two voices talking with each other, and then i felt as if being pulled out of bed...then when i really tried hard to move my head so i can see/wake up...i SAW SOMETHING...shet. it gave me the creeps...waah...my hair are on ends right now... i saw..a deformed face of some sort...oh well, i couldnt sleep alone ever since, especially when im stressed out...this other time, i was dreaming that my mom came into my room in the middle of the night and told me to come with her somewhere, and i was like "ok let me just change my clothes..." and she was like "no, just come with me" and it suddenly felt like whoever it was, wasn't my mom. so i was like "umm, ok, let me get the light" and she was like "you don't have to, lets just go" and i stood up and turned on my bathroom light... and i woke up in my bed, with the door open and no one there. FREAK ME OUT. thank goodness i was tired. i just closed my door and went back to sleep. lol... otherwise, i would have screamed and ran to my parents' room. haha... lol.

2. most cherished item.. my cameras are definitely up there. and it's really silly, but i have this shirt that says "the doors" on it, and it's my favorite. it doesnt look that good on me, but it's my favorite shirt.

3.how long does it take you to get out of bed, take a bath, dress up,
make up?, eat, and get to school? 5mins to get out of bed (i dont like waking up), 20-30 minutes to shower, 25 minutes to blow dry my hair, 2 minutes to dress (including OMG I CAN'T WEAR THIS OUT time), i eat after my first class, and it takes about an hour to get to school if i take the bus, and 40 minutes if my parents take me. 4. tell me about ur prom... :D it was really simple... it was supposed to be that the guys are the ones who choose the groups, but my girl friends and i are really close, so they knew that they couldnt split us up. we went to a waterfront restaurant (anthony's home port) that had HUGE servings, so my best friend and i shared our food (lucky guys who had to pay... haha) and then we went to the actual dance... which was on a boat and was freaking expensive to get tickets to. good thing the guys were paying. so the whole thing was just... hanging out on the boat... there was some dancing, but it was so crowded and gross... lol... afterwards we went to my friend's house. one girl got a headache and passed out on the couch. and then she screamed at us in german. lol... and then we all got really tired and played truth games. haha... i got home at 5 am. O_o;;; lol, there were only 3 prom groups that didnt have any drugs or alcohol, and ours was one of them. w00t! good girl!!!

5. how did you celebrate your debut? i suppose you mean my 18th? my friends took me to downtown seattle on the bus!! and we walked around a lot, and then we got lost and then we got found again and then we went back to bellevue, and we were going to watch a movie but we got bored of waiting in line so instead we went to the mall and it was me and jean (best friend) and dale, and dale played guitar for us at the music store, and jean played piano, and i was like haha... ok. i can't play anything how bout vocal chords? dont worry, i dont either...lol... and then at night, my 5 best girlfriends and i went to bahama breeze, this jamaican themed restaurant, and we had THE BEST TIME EVER. HAHA...filipina dalagas here die when they dont have this big posh ball-debut thing..it is a must in contemporary fil culture. i went to shamcey's btw, it was huge...

6. if you win a mil bucks in the lottery, would you split it with me? um. probably not. no offense. lol... i'd get you a pretty gift, though. haha... yeah, i have priorities. get a house for the family, help out the family in the philippines, then set aside money for school... and the leftovers would go into the stock market and starla's college fund. lol.... apparently, a million dollars isnt "that big" when you factor in all the things you need to pay for. *sigh* silly world and its worries about like, food and shelter... lol hahaha.thats understandble.

7. something you want to do, that you dont usually do, in the near future... go BOATING!! apparently there's a UW boat club, and students get discounts! and i really want to try it. *^_^* weeee... OH! YOU SHOULD COME WITH ME!! WEEEE!!! i wana sky dive!!! or atleast air glide, or bungee jumping...

From the very first time I rest my eyes on you, girl, My heart said follo...

2005-04-24T09:00:00.000-07:00

1. lots of books have magical boxes holding various things. (hearts, souls, the problems of all the world, money, wives...) if you had a magical box, what would you keep in it? memories, like the pensieve (something like that) in HP... that is an awesome response.

2. what is your guilty pleasure? (mine is maroon 5's sunday morning. i love it, but i shouldnt.) spending taiwanese govt money on 24-7 internet service for the wrong reasons...lol. hahahaha... hey, they gave it to you...

3. favorite scene from a movie? most touched scene, that has become a fav...i am sam..one of those scenes when the dad was taken from sam...hell, i was crying so hard...but i loved it...oh shet, hold your horses...i also love the single and only scene of Phone Booth...i love the dialogue!!! i don't like colin farrel though. hahaha...

4. article of clothing you wear all the time because its your favorite. i was about to say undies...but, um...my white adidas cap, has some sentimental value, given by an important friend. ooOOoo...

5. silliest random thing you have done out of boredom? well, when i get bored i stare into empty space...and make the irritating popping noise that "donkey" does in shreik 2 hehehe. but random silly thing would be doing random dance moves...funky 70s, usually...lol. oh no...i remember once...i was in the make Comfort Room of one of the malls in davao...well, my friend was taking uber long in one of the cubicles doing his thing...so, i was like staring at my reflection in the mirrors, along with all the other guys, washing their faces, hands...combing their hair, and whatever...then i went...a faint slow whisper at first.."stop looking at me"...a lil louder...."Stop Looking At Me"...i repeated it 4-5 times, till i was practically screaming..."STOP LOOKING AT ME!!!" (never taking my eyes off my reflection, of course).. everyone was so freaked out and hurriedly left...and my poor friend, still in the cubicle went, "Jasper, everything all right out there?" lol... after that, we couldnt stop laughing and it has been a practical joke ever since... that is the most awesome thing ever. haha... can i post it on my blog?? please???

6. the last person you'd ever want to see again. one of my x-closest friends, who i trusted so much, but had to gossip about me...i hated her after that, and she still doesnt realize her sin. ouch....

7. scientists are going to resurrect a dead famous person so you can have lunch with him/her. who should it be? J. C....but thats silly...lol. how about...um...Tolkien, yeah...or maybe CS Lewis... i HEART CS Lewis. the chronicles of narnia changed my life!!

Re: bakit ngyn k lng...dumating sa buhay ko.

2005-04-23T16:00:00.000-07:00

1. what you and your lil sis love doing? we bond over television. no really, we watch tv together and it's really weird. like... i can't watch properly when she's not watching with me. america's next top model, spongebob, cartoon network... all of it. lol. hahaha...sweet. me and my bro go to internet cafe and play lan games alot...or we'd stay up really late and talk about growing up and everything hormone related...lol.

3. luxurious yacht or jet plane? yacht. water! yay! although there are more movies about people getting murdered on yachts. darn.

4. given the chance to be in a movie...what movie? w/c character? why... i would probably want to play clarisse from silence of the lambs, because she's such a strong character. either that or be in the next godfather... yay!! i'd be italian and eat cannoli and make lasagne and christian bale and i would protect andy garcia from his enemies and benicio del toro would be in the movie as one of the enemies and i'd just explode in giggles during every scene. because i'd get to beat people up. :D hahaha....

5. sports/games, you love watching/to play... i like watching figure skating, the x games... i'm not as sporty as i used to be. :P

bakit ngyn k lng...dumating sa buhay ko...

2005-04-23T06:28:00.000-07:00

1. favorite fruit? DURIAN! <--- :D

2. go into your journal archives and find what you were thinking about during this week last year lol...well, it was the peroid where i didnt blog anymore but heres the closest post to this week/date last year. hope you comprehend its largely in ENGALOG.hehe.

7/7/2004

Nakakatawa talaga ang love. Isa siyang napakalaking oxymoron. Lahat ng pwede mong masabi sa kanya, baliktarin mo at totoo pa rin. Ang labo diba? Pero ang linaw. Masaya magmahal. Malungkot magmahal. Di mo naiintindihan pero naiintindihan mo. Walang rason. Maraming rason. Di mo na kaya, pero kaya mo pa rin. Masakit magmahal. Pero okey lang. tangina, ano ba talaga?! May kaibigan ako, sabi niya dati "Love is only for stupid people." Nakakatawa kasi laude ang standing niya, pero dumating ang panahon, na-in-love din ang hunghang. At ayun, tanga na siya ngayon. Lahat kasi ng nahahawakan ng love nagiging oxymoron din. O kaya paminsan, nagiging moron lang. Hindi lang kasi basta baliktaran ang pag-ibig. Lahat ng bagay nababaligtad din niya. Lahat ng malalakas na tao, humihina. Ang mayayabang, nagpapakumbaba. Ang mga walang pakialam, nagiging Mother Teresa. Ang mga henyo, nauubusan ng sagot. Ang malulungkot, sumasaya. Nakakatawa talaga. Lalo na kapag dumadating siya sa mga taong ayaw na talaga magmahal. Napansin ko nga eh. Parang kung gusto mo lang ma-in-love ulit, sabihin mo lang ang magic words na "Ayoko na ma-inlove!" biglang WACHA! Ayan na siya. Nang-aasar. Magpapaasar ka naman. Di ba nakakatawa rin na pagdating sa problema ng ibang tao, ang galing galing mo? Pero 'pag problema mo na yung pinag-uusapan parang nawawalan ng saysay lahat ng ipinayo mo dun sa namomroblemang tao? Naiisip mong wala namang mali dun sa mga sinabi mo. Pero bakit parang wala ring tama? Bali-baliktad din ang nasasabi ng mga taong tinamaan ng madugong pana ng pag-ibig. "Ngayon ko lang nalaman ganito pala. Sabi ko na eh!" "Ang sarap mabuhay. Pwede na 'ko mamatay. Now na!" At hindi lang 'yon. Ang sarap din pagtawanan ng mga taong alam naman nilang masasaktan lang sila eh magpapatihulog pa rin sa bangin ng pag-ibig. Tapos 'pag luray-luray na yung puso nila, siyempre hindi sila yung may kasalanan. Siya! "Bakit niya 'ko sinaktan?" May kasama pang pagsuntok sa pader yon, at pagbabagsak ng pinto. Hayop talaga. Mauubos ang buong magdamag ko kakasabi ng mga bagay na nakakatawa 'pag pag-ibig na ang pinag-usapan. Ang daming beses ko na kasi siya nakasalubong kaya masasabi ko nang eksperto na 'ko. Pero wala pa rin akong alam. Pero ang pinakanakakatawa sa lahat ay ang katotohanang kapag gusto magpatawa ng pag-ibig, ipusta na mo na lahat ng ari-arian mo dahil siguradong ikaw ang punchline. Nakakatawa no? Nakakaiyak. leche....naiinis tuloy ako! pohtah... umm. still working on it. um...

3. do you think you're a remarkable person? lol, who wouldnt? YES!

4. pinpoint one moment that could have changed your life if things had been a little different. if i only had the courage to be more expressive at the right opportune moment... i let it slip it away...and i still feel the side effects... its sucks when you, as you say it, heart someone and because you just werent too sure about such things when everything was actually there, you guys started avoided and stuff, then you let get pride in the way..but then, eventually,fate leads brings you back together agian, but then you realize that its too late coz you only have 2 months left and you guys wont be seeing each other anymore for a long long long time...and within the 2 months, you get a glimpse of what could have been for the past 2 years and a million what if questions.... "what if" questions should all be shot to death. i hate those questions.

5. what mythological creature do you think you are most like? the sphinx..hahaha lol that would be hilarious. you'd wear a cool hat and ask people silly questions. kind of like the bridge of death guy in monty python. "african or european?"

6. have you ever been attracted to another guy in a more-than-friendly way? never girl...but once, i saw this hotty...he was a model of some men's underware whatever...God, i love his body...i wanted it to myself...! but sexual preferance, it has always been a she, honey... lol! i find adriana lima and daria werbowy (GOOGLE HER!!) sooo attractive... but i think i just want to look like them. i suspect that i have a girlcrush on jane monheit... O_o;;;
she's got the prettiest voice.

7. something you have said to someone else that you now wish you hadn't as of now, i wish i could take back the words.."you'd be my mrs. joesph jasper acosta...the only woman of my life, the person il always love and make love to..." ouchies. i think you need a hug and a cake. or some fluffy puppies to make you feel better.

Re: im crazy for you...touch me once and you'll know its true...

2005-04-22T14:19:00.000-07:00

1. why pink icing princess? i used to ice skate all the time, i heart pink, and i have had this sn since the middle school. when i was all anime. lol...so what anime, where you hooked on? sailor moon! mostly i was hooked on manga... like ranma 1/2, x/1999, mars... i've started cowboy bebop but i have no TIME!!! or money to buy manga. $15 each?? meh!

2. a fairytale character, youd want to be... xena. ok ok! umm... does falcore/falkor the luck dragon count?? i want to be him!!

3. why pink? cuz it's happy :) i actually like all hilighter colors. even yellow!!! orange, blue...take the whole package....but i like yellow to highlight with...

5. significant or most memorable childhood event that you still remember when we were small and together...? i remember catching dragonflies and tadpoles! and i fell into the canal! hahaha....i... when smoron, some nepalis bully, and all of our friends left me on my kalachuchi tree..and i was crying...then you showed up with an atis (a fruit), and gave it to me...God, i loved atis ever since, next to durian that is...everytime, i eat one, i always feel relieved...and happy. hahaha... i think i remember that nepalese bully. lol. i have this weird random memory of lots of us being chased by some shirtless boy with a stick... but i dont remember who he was or why he was chasing us. with a stick.

6. what would you do, or how would you react, if you found out that you were adopted? nothing different... probably just hunt down my biological parents, find out why they ditched me, see if they're cool and if they want to like, trade emails or something... and then get on with life. nice...you're a strong girl arnt you? um. no.

7. swimming pool or beach or a lake? beach. 100% swimming pool...i cant stand the sand in my trunks, the salty water, the irritating waves...jellyfishes and whatever stings and cuts my feet..hehehe. maybe its just because i love to swim...you cant swim in a beach..you play, toss about sand, walk around....well, i would love to enjoy the beach but i live for the water.hehehe... i'm slightly allergic to chlorine. >.<>

im crazy for you...touch me once and you'll know its true...

2005-04-21T22:13:00.000-07:00

1. what would your superhero mutation be? the cross between jean and nightstalker.

2. what kind of girl would you be like? cute and sexy with lots and lots of sex appeal, gorgeous, witty, talented..and one hell of a head turner....but i think i would have small boobs....sweet, charming, quiet but know how to drive a good conversation. Everything about J. Lo and more... <-- except the 28473928 ex husbands, i hope.

3. the greatest book you've ever read? Wild at Heart!!! by?

4. funniest random moment you have ever witnessed? when i saw someone gayly and confidently walked right into a glass plane thinking there was nothing there... u_u i have done that.

5. do you dream about something repeatedly? Yup...that im someone, like Indiana Jones, on some wild adventure which usually turns to another dream where i end up hiding from a dinosaur/monster or whatever deadly...vampires,once...but usually dinosaurs hehehe. vampires!!!

6. you see vin diesel beating up a kid in a wheel chair. you have no cell phone, and there is no one else around. what do you do? (this is a terribly dumb question. im running out of ideas)
Easy...take out my retractable arnis stick, like Daredevil's, that is painfully made out of metal..and beat the hell out of him. Im in the Arnis varsity....hehehe.

7. what song would play during the ending credits of the movie of your life? um...havnt heard one fitting or worthy enough to be played as the ending credits of the movie of my life...:D ohhhh laaaaammmeeee

Re: I don't care about nothing else my baby (baby i don't care), All i care is b...

2005-04-21T18:41:00.000-07:00

1. what was your first impression when seeing me in the phil after "that" 11 years....? WHY IS HE TALLER THAN ME? coz i eat my vegetables!!!

2. One phrase, better yet, one word that describes you...? heterogenous. lol... my moods are chunky and uneven. hahaha...that word, biologically, means having two sex in one body....hahahaha!

3. craziest thing you did? casually picked up a snake and wrapped it around my neck, seriously? i mean..in a zoo i guess.......for love? i went on an angry grudgematch rampage against a guy who almost broke my best friend's heart... i didnt know him that well, but i didnt need to know him to know he needed to suffer. lol... seems silly now, but i HEART my best friend and i'd probably do it again thats sweet! i know a person just as crazy.. ...for a guy? my guy friend asked me to help him write a love letter to a girl.... so i wrote a sample really quickly of what he should say... but he sent my letter. -_-; so of course, as the cliche goes, she fell for his words which were... my words... HAHAHAHA... i thought it was crazy because omg like i couldnt see THAT one coming??? ey, that one sounds familiar too...you told me about that hvnt you?

4. your number on asset? my sense of humor. sounds conceited, but every time i want to make someone laugh, i can probably do it :) neat!!, i lost my sense of humor ages ago...

5. cooping mechanism when you're really depressed...or you're last and ultimate defense mechanism..? i try to make things better by saying that in 1 year, i'll be over this, in 2 years i'll forget the details, in 5 i'll have to remind myself it happened, and in 10 i'll have other things to worry about. and when that fails, i think of all the people i heart and all the places i'm going to go... Id EAT and EAT and EAT and EAT..until im too full to think about anything else but sleep..

6. ideal wedding? paid for by the bride and groom together. lol... i want a cute little beach/garden wedding... but i also want it to be martha stewart perfect, and everyone will probably be mad at me for being like AAAHHH THAT DRESS IS NOT THE RIGHT ONE ITS TWO SHADES TOO LIGHT GO GET ME THE RIGHT ONE WITH THE *SCALLOP* EDGING AAAHHH!!! but hey. the centerpieces will be 100% fantastic, and everyone will get nice pictures in the end and everyone will enjoy it down to the details because there will be a lot of details. i plan on planning everything. it will be an exercise in seeing who can handle me.
hahaha---cool!

7. song that drove you nuts.... i HATE maroon 5's sunday morning. why? because i hate maroon 5, but omg that song is soooo catchy and i sing it in my head and i hum it in the shower and i HATE IT. and secretly love it. but mostly hate it.
what? i think the song is great...i mean i practically fell in love with the beat when i first heard it..

I don't care about nothing else my baby (baby i don't care), All i care is bout being here for you (oooh)....

2005-04-21T08:17:00.000-07:00

1. (haha its a big one) what do you think of girls who:
*smoke, - turn off...but i wont despise or anything. i had a smoking problem once, thank God for my asthma, i stopped...hehehe.
*gossip, - typical to find girls like that, uber major turn off...
*have tattoos, - as long as its sexy and doesnt cover more than 10 % her body...she'll rock.
*wear mini skirts, - phet phew (cat call)...esp when you got those killa legs...id drop. no, im not a perv...:p
*wear sweaters and cardigans all the time even when it's hot outside, ew....anyone who can dress as hot and stylish but approproate as my ex does, rocks....
*swear, -as long as its neccesary and doesnt swear as much as i do, i wouldnt mind, id swear with you...
*drink hard, - what matters is how you handle it...if you drink hard and dont get so so drunk, or manage to just collapse and fall to sleep when you do instead of dacing around, yelling or acting drunk, you're ok...
*always get depressed, - even if its uncalled for? yeah, turn off....
*are really loud - definitely noone's type....

2. when girls make out with other girls and say it "doesn't count as cheating" because they're not lesbians, do you think it does? hmm...i wouldnt want my girl to go with another girl...im the jealous type...

3. rank in order of interest: chemistry, physics, biology, calculus, deep sea diving, strip mining, poisonous mushrooms
- deep sea diving, physics, chemistry, biology, calculus, strip mining, poisonous mushrooms....

4. what would make you sooo ridiculously happy you'd pee in your pants if it happened?
if somebody me something i was craving for and i wasnt hinting or anything...a surprise i guess, for no reasons at all...that will make me really happy...

5. do you keep a journal and how often do you use it? Yes, everytime i go online and have the time to post an entry...

6. if there was one song that would play really loudly every time you walked into a room, what would it be? Crazy for you....the revived one by Sponge Cola...lol.

7. if you were to commit suicide, why and how? a weeks worth of Valium, girl...peaceful, undisturbed and neat...why? coz You, yes, you...didnt love me...lolz. personally, i dont find suicidal as a way out of shit..so its not an option, no matter what...

haha... layering font colors is funny. lol, isnt it? its been a habit of mine...

Qs and more Qs...

2005-04-20T21:37:00.000-07:00

1. If you found out your best friend was dating your ex behind your back, how would you react?
angry, i guess...i mean he should have told me about it. he is suppose to be my bestfriend. but it all depends on the situation really, i mean if it was a "good" and reasonable breakup, then it wouldnt matter that much but he still has to tell me about it beforehand. delicadeza...

2. What is your ideal house like?
SHAQ'S...it was featured on MTV my CRIBS...i so love the master's bedroom and O'Neal's Gigantic Bed...but i rather live my bachelor day's in a condo...like Hugh's in "2 weeks notice", with the outrageous wardrobe...maybe add in a glass roof above my bed and ill be fine!

3. would you rather stop eating or stop sleeping (assuming you *will* survive, but you'll feel the effects)
i rather stop sleeping...ive tried skipping a night's sleep but never a meal, delayed but never skipped.hehehe. considering the side effects, i rather have eyebugs than ulcer lacerations...hehehe.. a sudden death by a snapped nerve cell then die from slow and tormenting starvation....

4. would you rather date a really ugly girl who is way smarter than you, or a really stupid girl who is way prettier than you (im not that pretty you know)? um, i swear i wouldnt end up in a situation like that. lol, im not desperate or anything and there has to be someone out there..pretty, nice and smart. but if you have to have me choose, id go for the really stupid girl who is way prettier than kristin kreuk...Kristin, i love you!!!!....as they say in ms Universe, beauty is innate while the brains is always "acquirable"...hehehe...

5. where do you see yourself in exactly 10 years? superman in an orange biohazard suit, roaming the world and saving people from SARS, marburg, ebola outbreaks....in the front lines of bio warfare...when suddenly my kryptonite appears, and i give up saving the world for her...hehehe.

6. what petty thing are you worried about? as the song goes:

I was kinda hesitant to tell you
Should i let you know?
I was never really like this before
Need i say more?
Or maybe i'm confused when you are near me
I don't know what to do or i should be
There's only one thing in my mind
That's you and me
I'm a little bit of crazy
I'm a little bit of a fool
I'm a little bit of lonely
I'm a little bit of all
Oh, i need a cure
Just a little bit of you
And i will fallI'm always on the run to see you
Would you allow me to?
It wasn't my intention to hurt youT
his feeling is true
Or maybe i'm confused when you are near me
I don't know what to do or i should be
There's only one thing in my mind
That's you and me
I'm a little bit of crazy
I'm a little bit of a fool
I'm a little bit of lonely
I'm a little bit of all
Oh, i need a cureJust a little bit of youAnd i will fall...

7. what would make you really really ridiculously sad? honestly?...being unloved by anyone....hehehe...

- jay twy-

Re: Qs and more Qs...

2005-04-20T04:32:00.000-07:00

1. what was your favorite dream...?
HAHA i actually have a saved copy of my favorite dream, no i didnt type it all up just for you. haha...: CRAP YOU GUYS. i had the trippiest dream... more vampires. So it's me, jean, mike, sandra, elaine, and jordan hanging out at some weird top secret part of the school. and we're all looking for something and i accidentally do something which i forget what it was but it pisses of a bunch of vampires, and they're all like... you suck! you shall pay! and im like... crap... not if i'm in the sunlight. so all of us normal people run outside and they're all like "well guess what? it's not going to be daylight forever." and im like... oh crap... so then we all conference at my house and i realize that my window has moved and suddenly is twice as big as it used to be. it also has some really crappy blinds and a weird valance. ticks me off. so i get all freaked out because when the vampires are coming, you dont want a big window with crappy blinds. so im freaking out and elaine and jordan have to tie me to a chair while mike convinces me that what we have to do is get away from bellevue... on foot... because gas prices are too high or something stupid like that. thanks mike. jean and sandra are nodding at this point. so im like, ok, we'll walk to *unspecified location of safety* in broad daylight because that's going to be fine. im sure we'll get there before sundown. riiiighhhttt... so we're walking under a friggin freeway when we see this line of vampires going into ritualistic screaming convulsions and we're like... WHAT DO WE DO NOW?? instead of hiding, we go pretend to blend in. i freak out when one of them starts looking at me funny, and sandra freaks out when she realizes, crap these people drink blood. so we're all on the verge of getting some major smackdown when this homeless dude walks by and says "SHUT THE *bleep* UP YOU FRIGGIN RETARDS. JUST SHUT UP!!" and everyone's like... "sorry man." and leave. so we all keep going to the undisclosed location where we're supposed to be safe. along the way, jordan calls up chris and says "hey, we're fleeing... wanna come with us? bring stephen hopkins." and we all go, "JORDAN!!! wtf." and he's like, "hey, we need the mad skills at killing stuff." and we all nod and agree. so we meet the other two at tully's. freaking tully's. and conveniently stephen brought a bow and arrows, and somehow got us a couple of bright red flags with 6ft metal poles. and then greeted me with the routine lesbian comment. chris brought some machetes. we were like "great decision jordan". so we all keep walking all the way to the place o' safety. on the way, it's getting darker and we have to fight off a bunch of vampires led by this really hot blonde vampire who looks kind of like he doesnt want to do it and he totally wants jean as his wife. but we cant let that happen, so, sorry blondie. like... sandra throws a machete at him and screams "stop ogling!!" he's like... alas... and gets in a fight with... ME. the idiot. you think you can hit on my best friend and then get in a fight with me??? so im hitting him with my pole and he's trying to drink me, and then i slap him with a machete and his pretty face bleeds. poor baby. so he gives me this really boo hoo look and limps away. the drama queen. any case, we're fending off hot vampires who claim they want to give us membership into their society and we finally get to the safehouse. which happens to be kiefer sutherland's house. -_-; and yes, papa donald is home. so we ring the doorbell, meanwhile fending off vampires, (jordan totally has this protonic little scene where he's like... "im a pacifist. i dont want to hurt you. just please leave us alone." and the dude tries to eat elaine so jordan dropkicks him to tahiti.) donald sutherland opens the door, goes "dumb vampires" and takes out a shotgun and MOWS THEM DOWN. then he's like... "you guys want some cookies? come on in." and we totally hang out with the sutherlands and talk about the italian job and flatliners while eating cookies and signing yearbooks. lol... and btw, their window is way bigger than mine. but the vampires are freaking scared of that shotgun. although blondie kind of hovers for a while and stares at jean. up until sandra and i tell him in unpleasant words that he is not welcome and would he like to figure out what a capon is? (capon: castrated rooster) he hovers his hot blonde self far away. and then in the morning we're all like... WOO HOO!!! but then kiefer goes "hey... we have a confession... we're daywalking vampires. like blade." and chris goes "well, that is a little odd, but you're cool guys." then the sutherlands are like... "as a parting gift, do you guys want some immortality?" then they change us and we're like... thanks man! which totally renders everything pointless... hold on a second...have i heard about this before? and me how recent was this dream...you didnt like tell me about it when you went to phil or through email somehow...it sounds so familiar...or maybe it was just one them buffy's series, angel or blade trilogy...hehehe.

2. movie that you couldnt stop watching over and over again? the professional. or the godfather. or... both... at the same time. with monty python and the holy grail and zoolander. yeah. i love movies. nice choices....have you watched the movie, Hero?...its chinese, but the concept and culture is so cool...i watched it 3 times straight on the big screen first time it went out....

3. biggest sin ever...? hehehe, if you dont mind me asking. lets see... im too preoccupied with material things and false gods. so that would be greed, gluttony, envy.... all rolled up into a great big covetous ball of ME wanting THAT right NOW. lol...its a wonder then how you still maintain your figure...

4. hardest sorries, and why? any time i have to apologize to my parents. it makes things 3827492 times harder knowing im probably wrong.

5. addictive habit of....? internet. i can't get offline. no really, its impossible. i tried. it actually hurts my head to think of the messages in my inbox. i should just have a chip installed in my head so i can always be online no matter what. yes, even while im showering, i think about my internet. lol, an indian here told me...."computers, computers, computers...dont you know anything aside from computers?"...man, i so wanted to shove up my report card up his a**...is it my fault that he walks into my office when im in front of the computer? i mean, what else would i be doing in my office? i work in the lab...

6. if you were stuck in the elevator, who'd you rather be with? a really cute guy with bad odor or the opposite.... oh geez. the opposite. if i was stuck in an elevator, my top concerns would be: enough clean air, and not being high up enough to die if the elevator suddenly crashed down. and for the record, i was stuck in an elevator with a cute guy for like 10 minutes and yes, he smelled a little drunk. like, i could smell him from the other side of the elevator. so NO i dont want that again. lol. my friend got stuck in an elevator by himself at 2am because he wanted to know what would happen if he jumped. lol...

7. what would you do if you found out that you're bestfriend is a lesbo and is falling for you...? lol... its just the same as if a guy friend was falling for me, only not as weird because it would be my best friend and i know her better. it kind of depends what she'd want though. because if she wants to like... be a couple, i'd probably go on one date (to be fair) and be sure that, nope, nothing there, and then be like "lets just stay friends because i don't like you like that". if she didnt want to make anything of it, then good, i'll ignore it... and it would be just the same as before i found out. yeah, it's not like i'd freak out and OMGOMGOMGEEWWWWWW lol. i'm not a homophobe... so it wouldnt be a problem. cool....i wouldnt have a problem either. plenty of my closest friends turned out gay or together, i was freaked out at frist but eventually i got use to it. besides, i wouldnt turn them down coz they were gay, ey, thats what friends are for. however, i wouldnt be interested in a relationship...lol.

Re: Woot!

2005-04-19T15:24:00.000-07:00

1. Who is your american idol? lol...i had to ask... I don't watch american idol, but *my* american idol would have to be spongebob squarepants. His singing makes my world a better place. he and his krabby patties will conquer the GLOBE!! lol...and everybody in the philippines watches american idol....wierd, aiite?...im not a fan really, just being carried by the fad...like earlier this evening, i so wanted to watch CSI but my fellow trainees had to change the channel...well, if you have to ask me, i think Constantine rocks...i love his eyes. w/c i had eyes as expressive.

2. What keeps you awake at night? class. -_-;;;;;;; seriously, last night i had a dream that i got 5 points on my homework (true) ... but it was out of 70! i actually woke up and checked my syllabus to make sure that it was out of 5. hahah... lol, once...i dreamt the i was studying. it happened when i was so tired and i still had to study for an exam the next day. Despite the high saturation of caffeine running in my blood, i eventually gave way to my heavy eyelids..persistant though, coz i continued memorizing small details, until i had it repeating over and over again in my head while i was sleeping. crazy? well. when i woke up and realized it was way awesome, i decided to do it the following night...well, i did...but i was memorizing nonsense: dx = dy cot 5 since the limit approachs the reciprocal of Clostridium botulinun and Bacillus megaterium...lol...

3. Ideal Romance? then again, if thats too broad, how about..your ideal date? something not mushy... but very real. The kind that I can have as the background music to my life! Steady, simple... not in the forefront, but always there. a broad answer to abroad question, but well said... ideal date? random things! art shows, comedy shows, sailing... but not rock shows. because the point is to enjoy the company, right? all in all... anything that can guarantee laughter and involvement. yeah...flying kites, skating, wall climbing, pool, cafes, NBA live (the pc game), ARCADES!!!!...theme parks!!

4. What would make you smile...like really SMILE....? having someone say that i changed their life for the better :) although i hate it when i introduce people and they start dating and they thank me. it's annoying... like, after they break up, will they blame me?? same here... :) its nice knowing that you've played a significant role in someone's life..it never fails to make me smile when i think about it or remenisce the events that made it happen...

5. song that describes your mood for the week? hollabackgirl!!! jk... -_-; lol. A few times I've been around that track; So it's not just gonna happen like that; Cause I ain't no hollaback girl;I ain't no hollaback girl...lol."don't drink poison" - le tigre. haha... It's hectic and has a good point.
cool, saw the lyrics...but havnt heard it being sung..

6. Food that'll have you drooling? oh my gosh... at starbucks they have this thing thats like chocolate and marshmallows and caramel and it's totally poisonous and will probably kill me but oh geez what a way to go...

7. Why do you hate the person you hate the most? hehehe.... i try really hard not to hate people... i don't think i hate any ONE person. but i hate rapists. as a general thing... i hate rapists. because i think that rape is probably the one crime that is never justified, never deserved, and never understandable. even if the victim is a skank, it's still not within my scope of understanding. TOUCHE!!!!

- jay twy -

April 19

2005-04-19T01:37:00.000-07:00

1. what are your favorite bands of the moment? mostly OPM: sponge cola, bamboo, rivermaya, 6 cycle Mind, M(ake) Y(our) M(ama) P(roud), Parokya ni Edgar...Intl Ones: Jars of Clay, Maroon5, Hoobastank, Dashboard Confessionals..bands, bands....dats about it, as of the moment.

2. what foods can you not stand? cultured maggots, earthworms, toasted crickets, cockroaches...the like.

3. best smell in the world? i dunno...never thought of that. but as of now's cravings...DURIAN!!!!!!...

4. best thing to wake up to? a kiss even if it was just from your dog... :D

5. the most embarassing thing that you fear could happen to you? when you have diarrhea, and there is not a single CR in sight, and you did "it" in your undies...EWWWWW! even, if no one will notice, youd still feel embarassed.

6. favorite thing you've learned this week? how to go about Restricted Fragment Length Polymorphism, specifically with enzymes: EcoR1, HaeIII, and Rsa1, consequently determining the genetic diversity between the Intergenic Spacer Regions of the Ribosomal DNA of Fusarium oxysporum f.sp lycopersici....hehehe, ok, thats freaky, aint it?

*fanfare!*

7. what was your most recent moment of clarity? douh....uh...can you pls repeat the question... i think it was just before you asked Q7. lolz...

-twyla asked, jay answered.